I feel shit.

I shouldn't cause it's stupid. I don't even have any influence on it. 

But I feel responsible. I feel I could have made things better. At least I think so.

Same blood seems not to matter anymore.

Or maybe it was the same back then - when you think about the brother king murders and other royalty nastiness it makes sense.

But c'mon is it that hard just to drop a line. Just to mention briefly and show that you remember that I exist.

Now cross out everything written above.

You are just sad and lonely.

Get over it and care for yourself only because now you know that this world is made for selfish people only.